bhangarh and bangkok

what do you do when there is nothing to do? you think and think and think. so right now, i am thinking and thinking and thinking. i am thinking about bhangarh, that haunted fort in the middle of alwar forest. and bangkok.
bhangarh, because the stories are true, well, at least partially. navdeep's brother in law has confirmed that some people have died in bhangarh fort. however, they could've been killed by wild animals. but nobody is sure of that either. so, we, navdeep and i, are going to bhangarh this weekend. the entire holi weekend was spent in discussing bhangarh and ironically, it was me who was trying to persuade navdeep and chunnu to go, considering the fact that i am probably the most chicken hearted giant ever. chunnu has refused to go. navdeep will go but he is shit scared. he has been calling me up every hour, confiming the plan to go to bhangarh, trying to sound brave and i know he is scared. so we have decided to visit that place in the afternoon and with his mother. i know that there is nobody more brave than a jat woman. so, navdeep's 58 year old mother will protect us. i am also scared, but i am looking forward to it.
and bangkok. i need a break. i want to look at a lot of unknown people, people who are not my friends, colleagues, family members. and i want to go to a place where i can be blissfully drunk for 48 hours and nobody would care. i want to look at girls, just for the sake of looking at them. i want to jump on a bed, in a hotel room, shouting obscenities. i want to drunk smile at everyone. i want to speak broken english with the locals. i want to drink exotic beer in a go-go bar. i want to party in an unknown place where i don't have to worry about the security of my female friends. basically i want to have a good time. and i dont want to do it in india. and the only place i can afford right now is bangkok. i mean, where else in the world can you have a blast in 30000 rs. bangkok. i have been thinking about bangkok, a lot. i have shortlisted a few hotels as well. i will go to bangkok, get drunk, 'you soooo beautiful' with the local girls and come back.
bhangarh: bhoot ki talash mein
bangkok: hihihihihihi, its something that rhymes.